I am still not completely moved in but today I had to go to my little weekend job. I carefully planned out the bus trip to downtown from the East Side from which I now live. As I waited for the bus, there was another lady waiting as well. Since I have to spark a conversation with anyone around me, I learned a little bit of her story.
She was happily married for 16 years, her husband owned his own business and she helped him with books and such. About 3 months ago, he suddenly passed. Left her with nothing; she now lives in a broken down van parked by a mini mart. She has resorted to trading favors for things she needs.
I found a spot on the bus, and another lady sat in a seat near me. She had an infected cut with still stitches. She can’t afford antibiotics to help it heal.
We drove past an area, with people of all race and creed, with knapsacks, and everything they owned waiting for freebies from an outreach center. I would guess 75-100 folk.
A man in his late 50’s hooked his bike to the front on the bus and hobbled on with shoes that barely stayed on his feet. By the look in his eyes, he was in a very bad way.
I had to look away; the tears welled up in my eyes. …..
The bus continued to drive past some under passes with men, and women hovering for shade as the heat of the day pressed on their desperate lives.
Another, a diabetic, can’t afford his insulin……
I made it downtown to my job location, and had a few minutes to spare. All I could think about was how fortunate I am.
As I got to work, I searched for my demo products and of course they weren’t there, but I didn’t seem to mind, I winged it like I always do and prayed to God how grateful I am. When I was finished with my shift, I cleaned up the back area and bagged up the leftover demo product that was collecting dust and took it with me. I got on my bus to go back home and I handed out some of the product samples to those that would take it. The rest I am going to make care packages for the folk that live in the buildings around me.
I am going to keep on collecting leftover samples and give what I can to the people that I come in contact with that are in need. It is only a tiny fulfillment of need, but maybe it will give someone a smile.
I messed up purchasing my ticket, so I had to purchase another. I didn’t have exact change, so at the transfer station I ran over to a McD’s to buy a “cheap” bacon biscuit for $5 to make change. The dollar store across the street costs more than any high end grocery store. Price Gouging.
Here, we have the poorest of poor, and they are being robbed by corporate A-Holes. No wonder the moral stinks. You’re damned if you do, and you’re damned if you don’t.
I don’t have an answer, and I don’t know how to fix it, but if I could wave my magic wand, I surely would.
This is all I have today…..
With hugs and hope